romantic leech
i attach myself and devote to you
its not that i want to, i just cant help it
give the people what they want, who am i to say no
especially when i can so easily pretend and sacrifice unti i cant anymore, thats what comes naturally to me after all
girls who only sell their bodies will never be as much of a loathsome wretched whore as me, i sell my soul again and again
i used to try to save bits n pieces of romantic purity for some special "one day" one day when everything i do no longer has to be out of desperation and fear, when i can afford to have selfish desires like lucky happy normal people
but now i know thats stupid, memories dont mean as much to others as they do to me
someone or something please free me from being this way
